Friday, February 20, 2015

Blown: The Four Circles of Safety and Security for The Generations

In the Four Circles of ancient ways, the children, the Generations are in the center inner circle, surrounded by nurturers, providers and protectors and elders/medicine people.

we call this the Extended Family Nation.

all of these circles in the modern westernized "civilized" society have been broken through.

laid waste.  or turned on themselves with children as the targets of injustice and criminal "supervision".

as illustrated to me vividly in the matter of Joey Green and Stonegate cult, 1982-3.

as illustrated vividly again to me in Rapid City recently.

http://lastrealindians.com/man-assaults-native-kids-charged-with-disorderly-conduct-in-rapid-city/

the Four Circles are blown.

the Generations are, to say the least,

not safe here. in amerikkka.  haven't been since The Invasion began in 1492.  and before wherever they weren't "in the Center".

--S

It is Time....The Word is Given

until The Dream,  this was unknown to me:  we are all part of an experiment.  a massive global experiment.   a program.

a program that appears, more and more, to me anyway, to be counter-intuitive, counter-productive, even across-the-board self-destroying, species-damning, even in its golden moments.

we are progressing down a path we don't understand to a destiny we do not know.

we make up or "invent" ways of responding to this laboratory we move around in with relative degrees of freedom.

some of us have fallen under the control of other human-beings whose part of the program it is to be control freaks.

some of us identify them as control freaks, seeking to distinguish ourselves from them.  seeking differentiation, we arrive at exclusion.

it is part of the program.

many of us do not identify the program, this massive experiment being run by unseen other-dimensional manipulators who seem to be our god our gods our ancestors our spirit-helpers our "other selves" and so on as we dissect our lives with our minds,

trying to be what we call scientists, finding

that science really means nervous daredevils pressing the limits of understanding,  in our purest forms,  seeking funding in our jaded ones.

free spirits seek to define what is by being here one day at a time, one moment at a time.

trying to be free and be ourselves.

discovering our ancestors in our genes.

in ourselves.

then we try to relate to other human beings.

all of us in this massive experiment.

for a time.

we notice that everyone dies.

and some find the exits early.

finding the exit

is an entrance to another world, another dimension

just over here, you see?

Love for Earth and The Generations: all that makes sense to me in this madness.  all that keeps me here, even as the exit comes to me, devouring me into the next dimension.

LOVE.

i know now that i am disappearing.  crossing over.

some will say, as we said in the hills:  he went 'round the bend.

people who stay will not have to care for me anymore.

only their memories, a few of them.

there ARE 7 billion pawns in this experiment.  even the Greed Cartels and all we blame as our controllers are only imaginary manipulators...when it comes time to disappear

they take no inventions, like money, with them, we know.

LOVE is the only way to live in this experiment with all of its other illusions.

let LOVE be the illusion of choice for me this day.

disappearing.....

when i have taken LOVE to the limit, then will i pass over...

perhaps it is the ancestors, after all....as some of the hosts and hostesses i imagine are mine--these ancient indigenous people in their Generations who still abound among us,

say.

at any rate, it is time.  the word is given.

--Stephen E. W. Savage

Friday, February 13, 2015

The Sacredness of Trees and Forests

Human Beings would do much better if they returned to the worldview in which Trees and Forests are viewed as Sacred....for all the right reasons..


https://www.google.com/search?q=the+sacredness+of+trees+and+forests+in+ancient+%22Germany%22&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8

Authoritarianism and Sexual Disorder

Authoritarianism and Sexual Disorder

Lacan, Psychoanalysis, Freud.... and the French "Far Left"

During my years in the desert, i spent a lot of time in the Mesa library, across the road from the apartment complex where i rented a small unit.

in the 8 years since my ladyfriend rescued me from the desert i have learned the ways of polite society once more, drifted into online activism (to restore AIM and take care of some nasty business)

and now, in a reactionary overnight flash i have rejected all the social media and gone back to the library, fully online.

i'm in the second day of this rush.  and it is madly beautiful.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jacques_Lacan

Google Search:  Lacan, Psychoanalysis, Freud and the French Far Left

'Compulsive Beauty'--Madness

i am mad, and thus compulsively beautiful.

all of us thus uniquely gone away share in common our disdain for science which dissects in order to know that which we perceive in the whole

for it is madness to speculate the say when we do it.




Chad Curtis, Christian Fundamentalist Sex Offender

How Chad Curtis Went From Clubhouse Cancer to Convicted Sex Offender

there is a direct line between christian fundamentalism and sexual repression illness.

pedophilia is builtin to authoritarianism.

and hillbilly male domination values:  "old enough to bleed, old enough to butcher"

violation of trust relationships

somebody in Kauffman extended family was Chad's girlfriend

write on this, or not, later.

thoughts:  Rhoda/Dennie, my afflicted relationships